A Shift In The State of Being

As life changes and settles, I have become a little more aware of my place amongst it. The ripples that spread from my footsteps and the echoes they have as I walk along the path.

Some ripples are reflected back, twisted to a different frequency and form to that which they originated from. It causes a mis-step, a fumble and then my cadence becomes out of rhythm, and it's this state of being I struggle to shift from.

The frequency feels off and it becomes more challenging to find the way back to flow.

The discord seeks the disharmony, to find that chaotic place where it is all layered noise. Here, I feel nausea, frustration, panic and it all feels ill-fitting to my spirit.

I know it is not a place my spirit belongs and it is incredibly difficult to find my way back to peace.

Right now is intuitively finding the queues and reminders to recognise the time to step away when it all feels too much, too overwhelming and too discordant. To know the moment I have stepped outside of my capabilities to logically resolve what ever is happening.

To know that sometimes, it is best to walk away and take the road most relevant to yourself and your spirit, no matter how illogical and confusing it is to others in the space around you.

My purpose is to walk my path. Wholeheartedly.

Authentically.

And walk with the power and passion of the things that light me up.

I have to let go of the notion that managing other peoples insights and emotions is my responsibility. It is beyond that.

I am in control of guiding my own fate.

I have the intuitive power to shift the state of being.

Not only to impact my immediate frequency, but also of the spaces I exist.

Rai x